Christmas rant

The shallowness and misguided judgment of our species infuriates me. Why do people try to conform with the norms of society? Why do they want to fit in to social groups, and be respected? Respected by who? Arseholes who have as much integrity as them…which is none!! A majority nation of wouldbe Freuds who believe they can grasp an insight of psychology where they psychoanalysis others to fix into their own narrative into something comforting to them but know fu&king nothing, only social media memes which they sound off on to mask their ignorance. The growling pumped up paper tigers you come across that try and give you that alpha-male dominant stare when really you already have their measure and know how easy it would be to punch them in the throat then drag them across the floor by their ruptured eye sockets but it’s the disciplined self-restraint which stops you doing exploding to this extreme. but that constraint is considered a weakness? You slouch trying not to intimidate, exaggerate carefulness and act shy, look away, act a clown cause there is a difficulty finding a middle ground when you have experienced the extreme and know how that feels!! The release of it all. Just as is displaying good manners and the etiquette of politeness, it’s almost as if people see this as a deficiency to fit in and as a certain innocence but that is also a measured discipline as it would be easier and lazier just to show rude indifference and not care a damn, it’s not a naïvety to display old fashioned mannerisms, on the contrary, you know exactly how things are but that same mannerism holds your tongue from speaking out your observations and how you weigh that person up, as if you really believe someone is not worth your time then you would just ignore them and never bother. Always allow people to underestimate you, never display your strength only use them as a last resort. Others will judge you on what they believe they see but expect you to judge them on what they believe to be their inner person, but really they are just weak feeble fools. Socialising can be such hard work….here endeth my rant.